What experience had shown her how to sit and move lady-like? She had never done any of those things before and yet they all appear- ed as if by a stroke of magic. She was poised and self-assured and she knew what to do despite those 21 years of living and moving and acting as a man in a man's body. She was not a fan- tasy, she was not a day dream, Susanna was real. Even the motherly cook could not hide her surprise. "You know"--she said--"I had to make an effort to remind myself that what I was seeing was only an act. You were so real, so much of a girl."

Susanna was now sure that there was a bright future ahead. And this called for unceasing work and dedication on her brother's part. Long hours at night, pouring over text books. Another scholarship was Susanna's imperious demand. It meant more and more opportunities for herself. She was patient, she knew how to wait for her turn, and whenever the opportunity came there was always the convincing story of a non-existent all-male play, an initiat- ion, a bet, and dozens of cleverly fabricated opportunities to lead an unsuspecting friend or acquaintance into lending a helping hand for a "rehearsal". Still this was not enough. Graduate studies and scholarships leave very little time for leading a double life. Susanna had to be satisfied with three or maybe four appearances in one year. No more. Besides, her brother was not exactly dead and he also liked to have a little relaxation once in a while. College life also meant dates and proms and fraternity activities. There was sometimes a burning desire to share the secret with some girlfriend or room-mate, but there was too much at stake. One false move, one indiscreet confession might ruin sverything, so it was necessary to keep Susanna under wraps. er or later her turn would come.

Soon-

Now a PH.D. was almost in sight, but suddenly Pearl Harbour blotted out the sun and there was only one thing to do: defend the country which had already won his heart. His linguistic ability made him useful in the propaganda war and he found himself confront- ed with a new and unexpected career. College was left behind and a new life began in a big city. Now there is money for an apartment in torn and money for Susanna's first real wardrobe. She was still nameless but she ventured forth into the streets for the first time. Quick, furtive walks after dark, thrilled with fear and excitement. She tasted now the supreme joy of the sheer nightgowns, of the